Forever in the wrath of Love

Yeah, I know I been neglecting you,
Having this mental affair…
I say I'm going to pick you up,
But thoughts just scroll my head…
No actions occur,
While my time and attention is spent else where…
I pay you "I O U's,"
But you just ask me whose initials are those…
I just can't win,
Even though I want to give you similes and metaphors like the sunrise…
But, as it rises,
It falls…
I fall...
Default…
Erased…
… Now I pick you back up,
You're my love…
I've signed my name intimately with you,
Written scribes of passion…
Uncorking an emotion like no other,
You allow me to say words through your warmth…
Boiling to the top as you spill over,
Painting canvases of beauty – splattering climaxes…
I'm just sorry I haven't been there,
You're always on my mind…
I used to rush home to view you,
You fulfill my happiness among other things…
Because where would I be without you,
Who am I to doubt you…
What will this amount to,
Thoughts of you are deeper than a spousal…
You've backed me and fought for me all these years,
And it's with you, my pen, I bleed my tears…
You've help me to grow up and fight my fears,
With passion dripping onto the page, it's my heart you smear…
So i am Forever in Your Debt...